and to think i was so excited that i could not sleep yesterday. i was waiting sooo long for today. UNTIL, i had second thoughts yesterday night when i saw my class list. i think my class is gonna suck so bad. can't blame me for thinking this way you know, cause i had a fabulous class back in dhs (: 2G and i'm proud of it. maybe i need to give this class some time. but whatever you know, i wish i was in like 1C or 1D or something. and i, am in 1F. FFFFFFFFF. man, i almost lost my mind yesterday okay.

dunno lah, i don't feel like commenting much about my class. it isn't something that i wanna type out, i'd rather say it out by mouth or something. okay just the brief details, i think my class's pretty boring, quiet and blah blah, it's common lah, for newbies like us. just that they're not kinda enthu, and i'm pretty much affected too. suddenly i couldn't get myself to 'high' and get them moving and bring up their spirits. but i'll try. though it's not usually my type to take initiatives and be outgoing. to me, having a good class means a good and fun-filled year. if not, it's like, the whole year ruined? i'd DREAD school everyday. when i was in dhs i'd look forward to seeing all my classmates lol. it was the only thing that made me feel better about dhs. now it's like, rawr, maybe it's just too early to tell. but compared to other classes, it's like we can't really bond much. not noisy, not crazy, not loud enough. how to be a popular (not to mention rowdy) class? i like rowdy classes i don't know why. crazy classes like 2G, i love them like hell (: and my class has a lot of non-chinese, which is i dunno, wierd and strange for me because since primary school i've been in a chinese-based school. 8 years already, and in the schools like 99.9% are chinese. suddenly it's a new environment i have to adapt. not that it's hard, but i dunno how to mix with them? you know what i mean. and it seems like my class is the only class with the most number of non-chinese. the rest of the classes don't have them, they have the PRCs? don't know if that's good or not. so far, everything's been so-so.

i think kelly's class is pretty okay what, got faye there and a few nice people there. don't know why she complaining lol. 1A, 1B (that pai class, looks so much fun to be with! hongyi's class!), 1C and 1D looks not bad to me. 1E also lah. aiyah @_@;; then the orientation was also like just blah. our class isn't loud and outgoing enough, if not our orientation games would go pretty well. we're all just so quiet, even i don't know how to start something without having people staring at you and making you feel awkward. but by the end of the day, i guess things were much better? our class finished a game early so we just sat around, and because it was just boring, i guess we kinda mingled a bit, like sit around and do small talk.

then to kill time, the OGLs decided to have a pole-dancing competition for marks lol. in the lecture theatre. and this TEACHER was judging us lol. i decided to be outgoing for once, and took a great step. i volunteered to pole-dance and limbo in front of the whole academy LOL. along with some other of my class representatives lah. so paiseh i just went up to this girl, (she's the POLE LMAO) and just shake a bit of butt and go down and up again and did the limbo lol. and i thought that it was quite amusing and funny lol. and my good friends were cheering for me! love! <3 hahaha. it's fun to make a fool of myself haha, though i was damn nervous before as i had no idea how to pole dance. then i thought, aiyah, just go there shake a bit and learn from the previous people lah. hahaha. if i got a mask and send me up there with kelly maybe i'll do it more shuang and nicer MUAHAHA LMAO. X) okay lor, embarrassed myself. even hongyi thought i was crazy aha.

omg can you imagine we had orientation for like 12 hours?! and it's like we were running up and down the place, cheering here and there. plus i didn't sleep last night. you can say that i'm so tired right now that i'm almost drunk. right, after this i'll be heading off to bed already and sleep like a pig maybe till about 2pm tomorrow (:

i hope my class opens up, we can be a really fun class if we wanted to you know, you just need a few crazy people to start things off. please don't let me dread coming to school in the mornings when i have such high expectations already and i'm anticipating the re-opening of school =1 please please dont let life in tj suck lol. then again, i made friends! nah you think i'm that socialable meh? is they talk to me first haha. then i slowly tried to blabber blabber blabber my mouth off which usually i can't be bothered to. but oh well, response not very good, maybe know each other a little more then will start to crap ahaha.

4 more days till the next orientation and a start of a whole new (exciting) school life. hmm, hockey sounds cool (:

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Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

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